I'm not alone in the aftermath.

那些年我们一起追对方。。。

2012-02-20T21:04:00.001+08:00

恋爱最美的时候就是爱美的时候。

Beautiful. I've been recalling this sentence for so long after watching the movie.

Back to the 14th year of my life.

2012-02-18T15:33:00.001+08:00

Now, I'm feeling much more better after inquiring courses in Taylors. At least the unsure feeling has gone for a while. Not feeling quite lost anymore. Taking advices into my head. Things have been on my side. Benefits were there and now it's up to me. Decision is on me. Pressure is on me. Taking the best for me is on me. Tough, all I could say. Met at least three TBF coursemates was unexpected. I even didn't expect to see WL over there. Of all days, I chose this week, this day to go and there he was. It wasn't pre-planned, it was more to random. I saw him right away I stepped into Taylors. Just that I avoid looking at him, pretending that I didn't see him, trying to make things unintentionally but it was actually intentionally.

So I happily hopped to the staircase and quickly move away, pretending I didn't see him. I guessed he saw me. Then, I gave myself a huge phew, thinking that I successfully avoided him. But I was wrong. After finishing all the inquiries that I needed it to be done way earlier but procrastinating until today, I used a different route to go back to the parking lot. And unexpectedly met him again. Stared at each other for like 3 seconds while walking past by each other. In that 3 seconds, I tried to smile to him but he wasn't giving me any expression besides staring right into each other eyes. His face was expressionless but I could see something.

I swear that 3 seconds was extra awkward than the usual awkwardness that we both had encountered for the past four years. We used to be talking to each other for that one year and was extremely close to him. But with my one childish killer decision, everything has changed into not talking to each other, pretending that both of us are invisible whenever we met each other. I tried fixing things back again but I was too indecisive to do it. But he has moved on way faster than me.

While walking back to the parking lot, I was glad I made it through eventhough the awkwardness was there but hey, I was pretty sure that I was doing very well ! I thought a lot things like what if those special feelings suddenly ignited back again in that 3 seconds, what if he talked to me again, what if I didn't make that childish killer decision will we last till now, what if I made the precise and happy decision for both of us, what if... what if... All the forever continuing what-if.

For the past four years, I've been feeling too much guiltiness. And kept thinking that I was glad I ended with him after realizing that he has been constantly changing girlfriends rapidly. But that thought was wrong, I was putting the blame on him but in actual fact, I was the one to be blamed for hurting him way back then. I think I deserved all the awkwardness that we've been going through. I could see he has moved on way better than me. Comparing me and him, I can see that I'm stuck in the past and held that grudge way too long whereas he's happy with his current girlfriend and probably, forgot the whole memories that we both used to have.

I finally learnt that no matter how many times I wanna avoid, at the end, I still have to face it. :)

Happy V Day, everyone !

2012-02-12T20:26:00.003+08:00

So sweeeeeet !

If I scream your name over here, would you hear it a thousand miles away ? I hope you do.

2012-02-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

Valentines in three days time. Nothing much special for me since I've been single all this time. :) I loves single life at the moment. Ah, I also never been into any relationship and never experience the power of love yet. Everything has pros and cons. I would love to try to be in a realationship if I found my another perfect half who wants me. LOL. I better avoid going out on Valentine's Day itself as I might bump into lovey dovey ones and get so jealous. And I'll be JellyEeva. :P Or maybe Malaysians doesn't practice Valentine's Day unlike those Western countries. Hahaha, I better stop nagging about Valentines. To all singles like me! Enjoy this video. :D TEEHEE, my handsome boy, Joseph Vincent. If... if... if.. he be my Valentine, I CAN DIE OF HAPPINESS AND AWKWARDNESS. Hahaha

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE ! :D

If he appears on Valentine's Day... Okay, not appear. If I met him somewhere in the streets on Valentine's Day coincidentally, I might not give up. This "If" is total nonsense. I won't see him and I probably will be in office and home on Valentines. Who ask Valentine's Day to fall on Tuesday this year. Whatever lah. Weekdays or weekend or whatever, I won't be seeing him unless we really plan to hang out or have lunch together. Of course, not only both of us but with other friends too. But don't think have any chance going by. :) Happy V Day, xxx ! :)

Free of big bang sounds

2012-02-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

OMG THIS SONG IS REALLY GOOOD ! SERIOUSLY ! Good combination ! They should really do and Orchestra Worldwide tour ! Those cover they made is really good combination and based on latest hit songs. I guess I won't fall asleep easily while listening to their orchestra if they really have it ! HAHA! Enjoyyy ! :D Happy that I found so many nice videos in youtube. :D

Memories could turn into nightmares.

2012-02-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

Looking back at the previous post which was about Joseph Vincent kinda makes me sad. I can't believe that that day I told myself that it was not worth it at all so better forget about him. Actually I didn't really forget him. It's just that I stopped remembering those memories related to him and the most importantly stopping myself from visiting his profiles. (Better word than stalking) But whenever I think about Joseph Vincent, I could picture him and Joseph Vincent look the same. I actually transferred all the things (including feelings, memories and etc.) to Joseph Vincent and that I'm yearning more for Joseph Vincent than him. What can I do.. Forget lor and get myself more occupied. He's too perfect, that's what I can say. Joseph Vincent also. I dare not even rewatch or replay any videos or songs by Joseph Vincent. My mind will be all around the world, travelling into some reality where it will be in the least expectation to happen. I'm blogging this from phone. Random thoughts.

Running for my happy life

2012-02-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooo ! :D Four days of holidays are such a bliss to me. Everyday I'm looking forward to holidays. Not that I don't like my job. Maybe I'm not very interested with this job but at least it could keep me occupied. But I really learn a lot from this job. The first few weeks of January have been very tough for me as all my Foundation year memories kept flashing back in my mind and especially him. So I tried to find job and I only have one and only one motive to work which is just to keep me occupied and stop thinking about the past. And it did help me a lot. I didn't became a happier person but a more occupied person.

The fifteenth day of CNY and also the last day of CNY. An innocent CNY I would like to say. HAHA. Gambled once and drank once only in this CNY. This year wasn't that innocent lah. Previous years was even more innocent lah. Didn't even touch any beer. HAHAHA. Looking forward to tonight's potluck dinner. :D CNY started off good and must end good too ! :D

Just came back from potluck dinner. OH YES. It's so awesome. I played with my baby cousin for like 3 hours. It's really tiring that you have to shout together with her too. Phew, I survived through the night. :D Played Fruit Ninja with her. She was too amused with the game. HAHA.

Friends are born, not made.

2012-02-06T16:26:00.007+08:00

I feel so bad right now. Guilty to the max to be more precise. I forgotten that it was my friend's birthday today. I knew that his birthday was somewhere earlier in the month of February. How would I know February would have come so fast. But at times, I reminded myself that his birthday is coming. And today I was just randomly checking whose birthday it was in Facebook. And it was his. Normally I won't check whose birthday is it but I don't know why this morning I just randomly clicked only.

Yesterday I was chatting with him. Then I got soannoyed and ignored him. I totally forgot that the next day was his birthday. If I knew and remembered that his birthday is tomorrow, I would not have ignored him.

He was and still is a really good friend to me. Seriously. He was the first guy that I really threw my tantrum at whenever I'm in dinosaur mood. It's kinda rare to find me throwing my tantrum to my friends. Normally I wouldn't do it in front of my friends. What I mean by throwing my tantrums at him was those non-related-to-him tantrums. Till now, I just don't know why I throw my stupid childish tantrums at him. Just imagine me throwing my tantrums at him but still he continues talking to me. It's always me who ignored him the most until he was so afraid to talk to me first. So whenever that happens, I always make the effort to talk to him first so he won't feel scared.

One day, I randomly remembered my RM20 Borders voucher which has been in my purse for almost one year plus but didn't bother and was too lazy redeeming it. Then I kancheong because it was due in another 3 days time. I was thinking of forgetting that stupid voucher but I couldn't because I was thinking I could buy a lot of stuff using that RM20. At the same time, me, him and another two friends decided to meet up with each other. So I said why not let's meet up on Friday and everyone agreed. It was good for me too because I can redeem that voucher and meet them on the same day.

I settled that 'meet up' part and the voucher part. I tried finding other friend to go with me to redeem the voucher but couldn't because of time clashing and stuff. Nevermind lor, I find him lor. With the randomness and hesitation I had, I asked him whether he could accompany me to redeem that voucher a not. Guess what ? He was willing to go early to meet me up first and accompany me to go redeem the voucher and then only meet up with another two friends.

As planned, meet the other two friends at 7.30 pm, have dinner together and go back home. He knows I always have trouble going back home. So I gotta planned nicely for my transportation. He asked me "How are you going back ?" I replied "Walked to the nearest LRT station to go home lor." And guess what again !?! He offered to send me back home and his reason was because it was too late and dangerous for a girl to walk to the station alone and sit train alone. I was kinda shocked lah and also feel protected. I rejected him lah. It was kinda troublesome cause he will be going one big round. The route was from Pavillion and dropped me off in Midvalley then only he goes home which is at Ampang. That is like ONE BIG ROUND, seriously bro. Of course, I wasn't that dumb, although my geography sucks, knowing that it was really a big round for him. But in the end, the whole meet up was cancelled all because of me. I felt even more guilty kay.

Now, I realized that he was really a good friend to me all the time. I will cry a river if I lose this type of friend kay. Never a guy has this type of thinking who touched my heart and soul. Okay, too much exaggeration. HAHAHA. I just texted him wishing him Happy Birthday and thank god he replied me without blaming me for wishing him so late. After blogging this, now I feel less guilty. Although he might not read this but nevermind, at least it eased my guiltiness a little bit.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SCSH ! :D

So, this friend is not my boyfriend. He is my really good friend. :) I'm blogging all this because I appreciated and still appreciates this friendship with him and I always wanted to try to do a meme post after watching Timothy and Audrey's wedding meme proposal and reading AndyStorm's meme post. Now I finally have the chance to do it. :D My first meme attempt! :D

My handsome boy.

2012-02-01T20:32:00.001+08:00

It's February ! :D A happy February I would like to say. It started off great by dreaming someone who is such a cutie pie to me. TEEHEE.

Dreaming about Joseph Vincent was really nice. He hugged me in the dreams and touched my hands in the dreams! OMG. *droooooools* I think it was the aftermath of watching his videos excessively yesterday night till I dreamt about him.

This is the video of him singing Bumblebee. The beginning of the video was really similar to mine. And that was the part that I was like WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH about it. HAHAHA.

Watching someone's videos excessively really can help you dream about them. I'm serious. This is not the first time dreaming about some youtube sensation singers.

There was once Forensic Heroes 3 was very famous and all my friends were watching it. So, I decided to watch it right after AOD finished airing it. It was a marathon to me. Till one night, I dreamt about those bodies and dreamt that I was one of the professional investigators. It was scary lah. It became a nightmare to me. Then I stopped watching FH3 for like two weeks I think. Mad crazy.

I still remember the first video I watched was him and Jason Chen singing Just A Dream cover. Omg. I was really drooling over him and of course laughing at him cause there were some parts he did some very cute actions and I was auto giggling about it. HAHA. :P Oh well, how I wish he really appear in front of me. He's Phillipines. OMG. But after watching one video from channelAPA about him, I realised he talked super fast and I was late a few seconds to get his words. And my mind started to wander around and imagine him talking to me and I will give him my blur face because he really talks fast ! HAHA. If he talks to me without understanding our conversation also quite good lah kay. I will giggle non-stop and admire him. I'm really dreaming ! :P

I was listening to Joseph Vincent singing I Won't Give Up cover and one line of the lyrics caught my attention. It says " I won't give up on us." and my mind wandered again and imagine him singing that line to me. HAHAHAHAHAH. I'm an awesome dreamer. :D

After dreaming about him, I do think that those who says that "When you dream about someone, it means that the someone misses you." I don't believe already lah. Joseph Vincent doesn't even know I existed. HAHAH. Weird quote.

After blogging about this, I just realised that everything was just a dream. The song that introduce him to me was Just A Dream. You see, the word 'dream' again. Dreaming about him yesterday night. You see, the word 'dream' again. Hais, such a sad girl. Dream dream dream. See the connection there?

Wonders do happen.

2012-01-29T19:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, I got no mood to update the rest of my CNY days.

So just enjoy the song. This is what I got from the Internet. The initially instrumental song which is played by the famous pianist, Yiruma transformed into a ballad song. This ballad song was sang by Yoon Minsu and worked with singers Mi, rapper Big Tone and Shin Yong Jae of 4men.

I was wondering whether did anyone tried to sing this piano piece in lyrics. And see, I've been wondering way too long and the wonder has happened. Someone really sang it and it was really really nice, I swear. I can listen this whole day long, getting myself emo nemo and just fall asleep with this song. Koreans make wonders. HAHA.

Today is Sunday ! Oh noooo, my holiday has ended. Gotta go work tomorrow. :( But I'm looking forward for tomorrow. Ah, yes, I'm working. I didn't want to tell anyone at first. But since alot of people knew it through my family and my disappearance, it's like the whole world knows. Oh god. Kept asking did you get your first pay bla bla bla. Asking me that is like making me think that you're money minded la. Damn irritating.

Here I go again. Detaching myself from everyone. Just leave me alone and I will be alright.

If nobody is willing to bring me up again...

2012-01-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

...I, myself will stand up right there after the fall. :) Trust me. :)

Heeeeyyyyy ! My blogging mojo is here again ! Blogging is like my addiction. Talking all the nonsense stuff here. :P Not feeling very good right now. Not sick. Just having cramps right now. Sucks to be a girl, ya know. I rather be a guy. So easy to be a guy. I just wear a nice tee and jeans and just hit the door. Drive nice car and just flirt with a girl. Easy right ? Style my hair and just hit the club. Wear collared shirt and hit any event. Easy peasy. Easy to just hurt a girl's feelings. If I were a boy, I wanna be a bad ass kid. :P

Third day of CNY ! Rest the whole day. I was drained out. Totally. Cramps killed me. :(

Fourth day of CNY ! Todaaaaay ! :D I wanted to go run some errands for my future but cramps seriously killed me. My back ached terribly. But I forced myself to go to the mall and just walked around. Looking around as usual. Such an emo nemo kid right ? I also think so. Sigh. Went to Delicious just to get brownies ! Oh yummy ! But couldn't finish it due to the awful cramps I had. :( Chilling there and just stoned there. :) Yesterday night, I was kinda excited after knowing that some of my high school friends will be coming to crash my house today but due to some miscommunication, it was cancelled. Blur friends I have. :) It's okay. I can only say "There's always next time." just to comfort myself. No point holding those grudges and get myself frustrated. Tired of holding those grudges and tired of all the frustration too. :)

I'm learning to protect myself. Think ahead. Plan ahead. Just to protect myself. Shall learn how to protect myself until I found a guy who can protect me back. :) I'm not sure I just did a good decision anot. But definitely no regrets about it. I can always make it up back next time. The best, not to hurt myself. I need to regain back all the confidence I lost. :) I must be strong. *motivates myself* People might not know what I'm facing but I definitely knows the best what I'm facing. No more trustworthy, it's okay. I trust myself and do my own judgement. I don't wanna suffer depression which caused me some rough nights already.

So cheeers ! :D Be happy I shall be. :)

Toodles! I shall go do my stuff right now. I've been delaying it like a boss. HAHA.

Suprisingly

2012-01-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hello ! New year, new festival, new layout ? I've been adjusting my blog layout for few hours already. It sure did got me frustrated though. I kinda like it but I'm still hesitate with the colour coordination. Nevermind, this shall be temporarily first. I like the picture which I put it everywhere on my social network and still the best in my heart ! We were so happy back then in high school. Looking at that photo just poured out all the memories we had last time. Could only say last time. :( It was hard choosing a nice photo for my blog. Going through all my albums was even heartbreaking. Seeing him in the photos, oh god. I wanted to put a group photo where he was in it, looking good with his smile. But it wasn't a close up photo. I don't feel the warmth in the photo. So I decided not to put it eventhough I really really want to put it so badly.

Let me continue my CNY post. :P

Second day of CNY'12 was so sucky at first. Went back to hometown and I was having a hard time sitting in the car. I had to share one seat with my sister. At first, I got to sit half of the seat but slowly in the middle of the journey, sister started to sleep and she slowly inched to my side and I was sitting on an imaginary seat seriously. She took so much space that I was using my ass energy to support myself. Super shucks wei. Imagine I sat like that for like one hour plus. When we reached my aunt's house, I was literally shouting in my heart "Grandma, move faster. I can't feel my ass anymore." Oh sigh, my life as the youngest in the family. We were so super transparent to that family. We came in, not even a single drop of water for us, not a single hello to my parents, no manners like shit wei. I was like don't act so bitchy sia. Later on, other relatives came. And we had a nice time, teasing them. Damn terrible.

It was another reunion dinner ! :D Happy yo ! Got nice food. First time drank beer in the public and in front of my parents and relatives. I drank a few glass and dad thought I was drunk. I'm not that weak yo. My family was so surprised to see me drink. Eat eat eat, drink drink drink! :D Had a nice time laughing too ! :D

CNY '12

2012-01-25T19:09:00.000+08:00

First day of CNY ! :D It was awfully boring. Vegetarian the whole day. Shucks ! Strived and starved the whole day out with vegetarian. My siblings are a big bunch of losers. After breakfast, they quickly took the bak gua to eat. I was like whaaat, can't survive till afternoon. Everyone was at home, doing their own stuff. Bro is getting deaf seriously. He switched on the tv with the volume high and making our house rocking with those sound effects. It was really terrible. My ears were terribly suffering on its own.

Later on, we went over to our relatives house. As expected, once we are seated, we were fed with so much nice food. Of course, they picked out those which are vegetarians for us. I really loved the seaweed one. Superbly nice. They even made jelly and we happily helped them swept all the jelly. Dinosaurs much? Yeaaaaah! Started to gamble. I used different kinds of strategies on the amount of my bet and of course I won some and lost some at the same time. My cousins said you have good future eh, different strategies and knows how to reduce your bet at the right timing. I was like hahaha I'm just playing on the safe side. LOL.

And later on, dinner. My tummy suffered so much. No good food but it's all vegetarian. Went mamak as planned after dinner. Teeheee! We are smart yoooo! :D Apparently Steven's was so crowded. Mostly are Chinese who were lepaking there. That is real mamak, seriously. I likeee ! Next time rob my boyfriend to go mamak with me every week. HAHA. Regretted that I didn't order milo shake. :( I still remember when I was a kid, I always ordered milo shake in mamak with family. After drinking half of the cup, I will find a place for me to vomit. HAHA amazing yet true story kay! But now I'm fine already. Perfectly fine ! :P

Now, I'm in CNY mood after this blogging mojo! HOHO! :P

No photos for this CNY. :(

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2012 ! :D

CNY Eve '12

2012-01-25T18:38:00.005+08:00

Hello ! The third day of Chinese New Year and yet I haven't wish my bloggie a very Happy Chinese New Year ! :) Promised myself to make this a happy post. No more emo nemo. *takes out all my courage* :) Happy Chinese New Year ! May the year of water dragon bring you pots of luck and happiness to everyone! :D

Basically, this year is very quiet and boring. Chinese New Year Eve was rather different this year. In my eighteen years, my family reunion dinner was always five chairs only. But this year, first time, the reunion dinner became eight chairs. My grandma, my parents, my siblings, my granduncle and aunty. At least it was more merry.

Reunion lunch was sushi. Special right? I'm so happy to see sushi. I always loved and still loves sushi very much. Maybe I should start finding Japanese guy to be my boyfriend who will always surprise me with sushi and make me different kinds of sushi, from basic to high skilled sushi. Oh yummmy ! :D So, which Japanese wanna be my boyfriend ? Teehee !

Reunion dinner was a little special this year. Bought Yee Sang back home! Oh, first time we had yee sang at home. Normally, we would eat it in an air-conditioned chinese restaurant. Ducks, chickens and vegetables and pork! Not forgetting, my mum's homemade soup. I don't know what's the name of the soup. #failchinese I know. :P Homemade soup added with scallops and abalone ! It really tasted very nice and sweet ! :D I had two bowls of it.

After reunion dinner, it was mahjong time! I was forced to play mahjong with the knowledge power of mahjong of zero level. HAHA. Funny moments happened too. Everyone had enough cards and I was short of cards when I followed them exactly when to take cards. Ended up, everyone had to restart the game. I'm awesome, I know. The funny moment when I kept 'Pong' for countless times and left two cards which I can already win but I didn't say "sek wu" until sister asked me you win already is it and I opened up my two cards and she said you win already lah. HAHA. Asking me to play mahjong is like asking me to bang wall, seriously.

After playing few rounds, it was time for us to skype call with the US relatives. Thank god, they communicate with us with Cantonese. It's much better and rare to find Malaysians who migrated to Western countries for so long to speak their mother tongue to us.

So this is my Chinese New Year Eve ! Simple but i feel the warmth ! :D

So I successfully made this a happy post and not a emo nemo post right ? :P

Words that I still take it lightly.

2012-01-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

It's Page 23 of 366. My wishes are overflowing but there's always one wish that I've been wishing for. This one wish links to another wish. I know that this another wish I could find it through other actions or wishes. Wishing leads to higher expectations which will then lead to big disappointment. Every minute you're sad, it means you lose sixty seconds of happiness. I really don't know how many seconds of happiness I've lost since then. Telling myself tomorrow will be a good day, tomorrow will be fine, tomorrow your nightmare ends. Telling this over and over again to myself ain't making myself any better but feeling that it's just words that no longer can convince me, myself. But I know that you, yourself decide your own happiness, not other people. I tried but it didn't go any better. What has happened, has happened. No turning back just to rewind it. Let those stay as memories. It doesn't matter whether it's happy or sad memories. There are things you can forgive but never forget.

Barely could see your twin

2012-01-22T16:55:00.002+08:00

Went to a few malls for CNY last minute shopping spree. Looking at the guys, I found out that nobody looks like you exactly. There's one who has facial hair like you but he was short. Nobody was at your height. I felt so terrible. You are so rare. I guess my tweet which says "Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.' is total fail. I don't think I can find anyone like you. If you ever come back, my heart would feel amaze again.

Seeing this is even heartbreaking. sigh

Deja vu

2012-01-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

Thursday really feels like deja vu. Almost everything happened before. That's what I thought so.

Looking at that guy from that tiny little gap of the clear screen in the lawyer firm and turned over later on. I knew it was the guy I met at the staircase. At least I know he works in lawyer firm instead of the liquor company. Met friend and the forever talking session we had. Cutting queue like a boss to collect the RM 200 voucher. Passed my purse to a guy who was awkwardly holding it just to answer a call. Met another guy friend unexpectedly who studies in the same college as me but we barely see each other every day or week or month! Friend was having lunch while I was playing with nail polish in the public. Every finger ended up with different cracked colours.

I could say that on Thursday, I was excited. At least I was happy a little bit inside. It would be perfect if I saw him there. I met his friends instead of him. He went on the next day which is Friday. Happy to see his friends too.

My heart shrieked when I saw Joseph Vincent. HAHA. Was totally didn't expected him to be in Michelle Phan's videos. After differentiating him, Joseph Vincent and few youtube sensation guys who caught my eyes, there was one similar thing that I like in those guys. I would not want to tell that similar thing I found out to you people. If not, you all will be like eh that guy has that similar thing, go like him. You do that, I will give the 'loser' face to you !

Emo Nemo

2012-01-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

Heeeeellloooo! :D

First time in KLIA there's flashmob ! Not bad lah kay. Malaysia production with different races. I'm so proud that MAS did this after seeing the Argentina guy asking does flashmobs happened quite often in KLIA and saying it's the best airport ! HAHA !

Some emo nemo songs that I was listening quite often this few days. Chinese songs are the best songs to emo nemo here. :')

This song explains everything ! :')

A black curse

2012-01-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

It was a curse. Really, I swear, it was a curse. Everything ain't going smoothly. Worst of all, planning something with friends was the most difficult thing ever. When I am the planner, the plan seems to fail EVERYTIME like it was a curse on me. I kept telling myself if this plan fail, I'm gonna give up and let others to plan. But yet, I still want to be the planner and get myself all disappointed and unhappy. When 2012 started, it was the curse, cursing me all the way till now. None of the days in 2012 that I was really happy. Now I'm wondering whether last year before finals, I was so reluctant for finals to come. Not finals to be exact, before the study break. Normally I'm very excited when it comes to holidays but no, not for me at that time. At that time, I knew 2012 won't do good at me but I gave my can't-be-bothered attitude. I thought I was so reluctant for TBF to over was because of him and tell myself everyday that it's okay, I will bear this loneliness. Now, I think it does relate with the life I'm living. :( Choy San Yeh, I want happiness this time. Santa Claus, I want happiness. I hope Santa Claus is working not only on Christmas but everyday 24 hours. :'(

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily.

2012-01-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

Jason Mraz is loved by me ! I really love this song ! It's so nice and the lyrics is so awesome unlike others which have direct meaning. :)

I'm giving all my love and I'm still looking up.

It says it all.

2012-01-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

The Holstee Manifesto Lifecycle Video from Holstee on Vimeo.

Life is really too short. We never know future. Don't talk about future. We will never know what will happen the next second.

Big illusion of mine

2012-01-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head...

Memories just seem like a dream to me

2012-01-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, I tend to detach myself from everyone and all the social networks except Twitter. I try to express myself in words but in one or two tweet. Tweeting every single second, minute or hour is just too much for me and my followers. Twitter would never allow me to tweet in that spamming speed. If I'm detaching myself from all the social network, why putting online right. I know right. I don't find any reasonable reason to answer that. I just wanna see him online and let him know I'm onlining too but I guess he has forgotten me. Detaching myself and start thinking about the past. I still laugh at the minor thing that just happened in a blink of eye. It's the three seconds of true happiness. There's no more present tense in me. All has turned into past tense and I'm stuck in the past. I wish time really can turn back in time and let me start all over again. I do not want to change anything and never in tend to change anything also. Sorry to those I purposely made you all pissed off and detaching myself from you all. Not that I don't want to talk to you people, but I need some time alone for myself.

My 2012 starts extra special later than you all.

2012-01-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO 2012 ! :) Today is already the Page 3 of 366. But my Page 1 starts today. :) It's a little bit later because my Page 1 and Page 2 was so awful that I decided to put it in 2011 and start my happy 2012 right now. :) Let this post be a happy one because I don't wanna be sad anymore. It's just too much for me and my tears.

MY HOLIDAYS HAS STARTED SO IS MY FREEDOM ! Wooohooo! :D 3 months break till I starts my university. Currently looking around for jobs. I don't know I should take one full time job or different part time jobs. I prefer different part time jobs because I can learn different stuffs at one time although it's just part of the knowledge. #decisions. Since I'm on holidays, I'm trying to meet all my old school friends again before I get a job.

I'm happy that I spent the whole day today downloading all the latest songs and update my iTunes. LOVEEEELYYY ! :D

I'm all laid up in bed with a broken heart.

2012-01-02T14:09:00.000+08:00

That night, I kept reading our text conversation all over again and again. I really needed you with me at that time. I was at my weakest point but you weren't there to just stand next to me, indirectly giving me some strength slowly. The strength couldn't last me for the whole night. I had to read it all over again, slowly regaining back the strength, imagining you were nearby me. In the end, I had someone to save me. I thought he was my life saviour but at the very last minute, he gave up and left me somewhere, convincing me he's gonna look around at the other side. He never came back. I almost wanted to call you or text you so I've got something to occupy me but I don't have the courage to do it and thinking that you'll never reply me unless you texted me first. I was really so tempted to do it. I scrolled my contacts, finding people to text. But something stopped me, my cowardness.

So near yet so far, my love

2011-12-27T14:05:00.000+08:00

Merry Berry Christmas & Happy Boxing Day !

I've been eating way too much lately. Lack of sleep. The only source of energy is food. I could munch on chocolates and sweets after having meals. I'm gonna be a fatty.. :( I won't quit munching stuff already. Finals is here and I'm glad that I finished one subject. Three more to go and I'm done. I can't wait to meet my Mr. Freedom. But another thing is sad. Forever I won't see him anymore. Saddening much. I guessed this Thursday or Friday, I will be crying like a big baby and lock myself up in the room. It's heartbreaking that I will never see him anymore. :( I'm so gonna miss him disturbing me. :( I'm so gonna miss him calling my name and shocked me. :(

Be with me through this Christmas..

2011-12-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so inspired after reading fourfeetnineaud.com and timothytiah.com blogs after their recent bombest news about their engagement. They decided to publicize their marriage proposal video to the virtual world. I swear it's the sweetest one ! While I was watching the video, it was super sweet that I didn't know I was smiling a very long time ago. Watch it and you will know what I mean ! :D

Meme Proposal | Tim * Audrey from Crazy Monkey Studio on Vimeo.

This year is totally not a good year. Especially towards the end of year 2011. Many of my friends and their families had black parades. And now, my aunt just passed away. Devastating. RIP.

I always wanted to blog about my birthday week but I couldn't find my phone USB which has lots of low quality photos to upload. Saddening right. Better pray hard that I can find my usb port back ! I want these memories to be here, forever remembered. :')

Finals is less than 3 days and I'm here having my blogging mojo. :( I'm really worried and afraid this time because my panic button alarmed so much earlier. I better pray and hope for the best. Not only that, and do my best for everything this year. Busy weekend ahead. Busy week ahead too. (:

I wanted to post Michael Buble's All I Want For Christmas Is You but this wasn't the one I wanted to post. :( The user removed the video. Just listen to it. I so want youuu! :(

Everytime I see this sentence "All I Want For Christmas Is You", I will flashback about one hilarious thing. :P

I wanted my law lecture notes so badly because it was very far far apart from me for quite some time. Kurtosis is a term in Quantitative Techniques subject that we found it was so cute and funny name to be mentioned. Till today, I'm laughing like some snorted pig. HAHAHA

That's all for today ! (: I need a big pot full of tangible lucks for me. :) Toodles ! :D

All at once

2011-12-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

16th December ; Last minute plan with the girls. Was supposed to watch movie but last minute decided to sit around some cafe and chill and talk the whole day. Went to some Penang restaurant. Asam Laksa ! :D but something is missing. Just me, suen, soonlay and shiyee. :D Got our FAVOURITE moo cow ! :D Addicted ! Bought Planet Popcorn for mum. That guy really mindf***ed me. Seriously. Made me confused and bough Caramel and Seaweed flavour. You're so good in selling your products weyh. -___-

17th December ; Went to eat Arabic food at Hadramawt with family and relatives. <3 Love it. I like the food. Super tasty ! :D Was busy eating and I spotted one guy so cute and hot. LOL. But too bad, he came when we were about to pay the bill. Sad ! I was so reluctant to go home, seriously. And kept making noise to go here go there but ignorance was what I got. :(

Rewind it again ?

2011-12-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

15th December ; Planned a lunch with the guys. These are the naughty, likes to disturb people guys. HAHA. Happy that they turned up. :) Although not all of the guys can join us, but happy that most of them turned up. :) Went there after our classes. Racing on the highway, trying to catch up with them, them cutting in and out of their lanes, it was (Y). Definitely gonna miss them, seriously. Went to support Tham's mum's restaurant. It was a Japanese restaurant, Izakaya Ichiban.

I was really in an awkward situation. They were so chill when I was so damn awkward. Glad they brought out a topic and talk. Those juicy funny unknown gossips. HAHA. After that, farewell !

Once in a year, many in future.

2011-12-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

#1 13th Dec Friends got free big tong of drink as WongKok has a promotion for birthday. It was a weird day for everyone. Everyone thinks I'm weird. I talked so much that day, seriously. I didn't see my friends for like three days and I became such a talkative kid. HAHA.

#2 Surprise birthday bash from the college gang on my birthday itself. They saw my shocking face again. Accompany my friend to buy food from the machine turned out to be a surprise from them. Trying to chuck muffin into my mouth was really fail and making me thought that I was going to be kidnapped. Silly me! :P

#3 Sucks to have listening test on my birthday. Couldn't concentrate well as many things were running on my mind. Relieved that the test was over. Their mission in cheating me that the lecturer wants to see me was really successful. Yes, they successfully cheated me three times. I naively believed them. Went all the way down the aisle to see lecturer and reached at the bottom of the hall, they sang 'Happy Birthday' song for me. They saw my shocking face again. Embarrassingly walked back up.

#4 After the test, went buffet lunch with parents and aunt at Shogun, Sunway. For me, it's not the best. There's no nice food that I really like. Not many choices too. Enjoyed eating sushis. :D Yummylicious. Not bad lah. Mum managed to take leave and recommended to go buffet lunch right on my birthday itself. I miss the sushi only. :P Hehehe. I was eating free buffet lunch btw because they had free promotion for birthday girls and 50% for senior citizens. So reasonable !

#5 Shane gave me M&Ms for my birthday present. Thanks so much ! :D I managed to guess what was the present before I opened it. She didn't allow me to open it right away and insisted on me to open it at home. Thanks again ! :D

#6 The next morning, saw brother's note on the wall. I knew it he's gonna write a note because I wasn't really fell asleep when he was writing it. So I could hear his conversation with my sister. He was super guilty that the next day, he sent me a text message saying sorry again. WAHAHA, I'm so powderful ! :P

Earrings is ze theme

2011-12-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

GAP jacket <3

Diva earrings <3

More earrings

Birthdaaay gifts ! :) Best gifts ever. I believes and hopes future there are more amazing and awesome gifts. :) THANKYOUVERYMUCH, PEERS ! :')

Future brings us far apart.

2011-12-17T17:46:00.000+08:00

Theme song of the year. Foundation of Business is officially over ! We're left with finals. No more official classes. No more sitting together. No more talking rubbish. This song is really suitable for us. All the good times we did together : rushing assignment, asking around for blank papers, borrowing notes, asking each other what word is that, saying the lecturer's handwriting is ugly.

Next year we might not be in the same course, same class, same college anymore. But we still can meet up for lunch or movie. Miss you guys x. :(

Lights fill the streets, smiles carve upon my face.

2011-12-11T16:36:00.001+08:00

The 12th month of the year, December. Remember this December, that love weighs more than gold.

#1 First week of December : Last assignment. Coming back on a Saturday to rush assignments. Meeting up with friends in shopping mall to finish up. I should be happy that this is the last time I'm rushing assignment for my foundation year. But it's heartbreaking to know that no more assignments, no more helping him out, no more conversations. The last time he needs me for this year.

#2 My first presentation of Semester 2 and the last presentation of the year. Second day to present, last group to present. Gonna miss them a lot. People come, people go ; that's what life supposed to be ?

#3 2nd birthday celebration for this year. Christmas cum Joint Birthday with Phuikei & Wee Jian. The December babies. One candle each. Blowing one candle ain't tough for me. Challenging enough. Choosing the right angle to blow one candle without affecting the other candles.

#4 Current playlist to accompany me throughout this month. Expecting certain things this year. Hoping unexpected things to happen. It's impossible. Impossible is taking over me. I need things to happen when I'm already expecting it to not happen to regain back my "possible" in me.

Tell me what I should do...

2011-11-28T22:39:00.001+08:00

Time is so limited right now. Just a few more months and he will vanish...

wished and still wishing,

dreamed and still dreaming,

waited and still waiting,

wondered and still wondering,

tried and still trying,

liked and still liking...

left one thing : confession

Remember me...

2011-11-25T21:36:00.001+08:00

Helloooo ! I was hesitating when I typed my blog link. HAHA. It was really long since I logged into here and rant all my stuffs here. I don't think I have much rantings in here. Everyone including ME are very busy rushing assignments. Hence, the knock-knock from this blog and the expired posts over here. *gives a million kinds of reasons*

Going through every day has been a schedule to me. Same old schedule. And the more I'm excited about tomorrow, the faster it will pass. Totally not looking forward for weekends. Idk why. Oh time, could you move slower. I don't want 2011 to end so fast. To be honest, I don't wanna miss anything.

If you could join me and my friends today with the surprise, I will be totally shock but it seems like I'm dashing away with my bittersweet dreams. But like Neyo said 'Just a dream.' I'm glad that I had my friends to surprise me. So, couldn't ask for more. :') Wished and still wishing you were there..

Roadtrip to Ulu Yam

2011-11-07T15:51:00.001+08:00

I wanna be with you underneath the mistletoe.

Helloooooooo ! :D 3 days holidays include weekend. I likeee it ! :D Although Saturday was a horrible day for me but I think Sunday and today had made it up back to me. Sunday was awesome. Went to Ulu Yam. It's been long since I went there with my family. I don't even remember how long it was. Only dad knows and kept repeating about my childhood times at there for infinite times. I went there and everyone was so happy to wanting to play at the waterfall. But I was tired. Everyone saw my eyes went bigger which means I'm going to sleep soon. Yes, when my eyes go big means I'm gonna fall asleep. What do you expect la. I was still a baby in the pram, not knowing how to walk.

Kay, enough of my childhood stories. LOL. Had lunch thee. Something different from KL's food, seriously. It's like if you add vinegar, the food will taste something different than not putting vinegar. The magic of the food. The lunch is good but I just couldn't fully enjoyed my lunch. :'( There are so many flies flying around. And the only way to kill them was make them to be stagnant on some sauce so they get sticky and couldn't flap their wings. Evil, I know but better than it kept disturbing you and have their own sweet diving session into your tea or food right. ;) HAHA !

I guess not all of us know what food is this right ? It's a traditional wedding biscuit. It is very famous and is a must to have it in older days of marriage. :) It's quite nice. I love the look of it inside. It's crunchy and inside is hollow. Inside is like some spider web ! Super yummy ! Not so sweet and it's just nice ! :D According to my parents and relatives, they said this is really nice compared to those now in the market. The restaurant we went didn't sell this actually. We saw it from the table next to us. They bought two big packs of it and my uncle asked them where did you all buy from. And they were so kind to offer us 6 pieces of it. They refused to let us pay back them. We were like sort of very friends with them due to these biscuits. Haha.

This fishcake came first ! It's still hot, fresh from the wok ! Unlike others, turned cold when it reached your table. Superbly niceeee ! The fishcake is so bouncy ! You could feel the bounciness when biting it in your mouth ! *thumbs up*

Another way of eating it with a different chilli. :)

This is some yu pin thing. Thumbs up for this too ! Fresh from the wok ! I like the sauce. Really nice. The fish is more suitable to boil porridge !

Fu kin mee ! Their noodles are very special. They do it themselves ! Not even getting an extra hand from the machines or whatsoever. They make their own noodles by using a heavy wooden stick. It is also a traditional way of doing nice mee. Using this traditional way, your noodles are bouncier than those machine-made ones. Another ten thumbs up for this ! :D

Chicken feet! Special way of cooking it. I never eaten chicken feets that cook with ginger. Thumbs up too! :D

Sang cheong ! Niceeee too ! This is a very weird sang cheong. They have patterns. The normal ones I normally eat doesn't have pattern on it. Niceee ! The sauce is specially weird ! (Y) Thumbs up too !

Loh Mee ! It's kinda weird. Adding vinegar and not adding vinegar into your bowl of loh mee is different. :) Small portion of it and you're full ! Trust me. It's too starchy ! I think it was okay. It was the worst plate compared to others la. But it's not that horrible. It's just that we are not used to this type of taste. :)

After having our meal, we went to get the location of that traditional wedding biscuits from the people. And went to find our ways to the shop. It wasn't a shop to be exact. It was more to a business in a housing estate. My uncle estimated that we will reach the shop in 5 minutes drive. But he forgotten that the 5 minutes drive didn't include the 10 minutes of finding the shop. HAHA. Went round and round the housing estate and asking directions from the locals. They kept saying that it's just next to this road. But the next-to-this-road is like forever not ending. And finally we found the place. Ordered 50 each. 50 is not many actually. It's a very-fast-consumed food. :D

After finding the shop, headed to the waterfall ! There were a few waterfall. Went to the one with parking available. :D Happy to see waterfall. I was in the urge to pee and the toilet was up top. I need to go there by going through the canopy. The canopy is not very high but the shakiness and the woods are not very strong make me go shouting on top there. It was really disgraceful. After walking it, I could feel my legs shaking a little and the world is turning abit. I felt like I got cheated la. Went to the canopy just just f the toilet. Testing the strongness of my heart just for the toilet.

There you seee ! -.-

Oh btw, the waterfall place wasn't sunny ! It was really sheltered well. The photo above was edited just to show the canopy clearly. :D

Mum even took videos and photos of me at the canopy, screaming like some crazy monkey. Ughh, god.

After the whole waterfall thing, went back to KL. Happy day. Fully used the 4 hours over there. :D Definitely will visit again.

I want more roadtrips. Seriously. :D

Longest post ? Teeheee !

Procrastinate like a boss

2011-11-04T13:36:00.000+08:00

I'm procrastinating like a boss right now. Moral Studies finals is like tomorrow, less than 24 hours and I'm still here onlining, twittering, facebooking, youtube-ing and blogging. Enjoying a cup of coffee and laughing alone, watching some funny shows. foreveralone. HAHA. I can't wait for tonight to have proper food for dinner with siblings. Oh god. Seriously wish me luck ! D:

Toodles x.

Love Language

2011-11-03T20:32:00.001+08:00

There isn't enough aspirin in the world for a headache like you.

2011-10-30T19:20:00.001+08:00

Photo : Chibird

This photo explained my second day of being sick. I was practically eating the whole day. From morning till dinner. I was moaning and moaning for my starve the whole day until I wasn't sure was it hunger or just suffering from some stomach numbness. My friend asked me to post this : ❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ Forever Hungry HAHA! It was kinda true in another way ! Teeheee !

This will probably be my last frequent updated post. No more semester breaks for me. No more holidays. Saddening right ? All I could say that this holidays isn't the best among the best. Had so much headache for this holidays. It wasn't a holiday for me. Been thinking and ignoring too much lately. It was more to giving me lots of problems and friends just don't understand, saying things which are totally opposite from the reality. I don't care and don't give a damn whether you're trying to make things as a joke or what. All I can say is it ain't funny and fix your sense of humour like seriously.

Done ranting. Toodles ! x

Just not my luck yet I guess

2011-10-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

Hello, out there! Oh, I hope nobody answers. –Pooh

Sick again in this month. Twice in this month to be exact. Beginning and ending of the month. I think I've developed pharmacophobia in myself. I think I need assignments to keep me busy. Busy from being sick too! HAHA. My friend told me "hah!? you sick again? You don't have assignments to do that's why you're sick ah ?" Stupig betul. I'm already sick like a dead fish and my SUPER BELOVED friend just had to tease me like that.

Was happily planning to eat Thai food with ze friends. Asked all of them already and the next day went all sick. It was like one day before the outing. And had to tell them I had to off the plan. So sad. If not, I could be happily jumping around outside there instead of sitting or lying at the same freaking position at home. But at the end, the outing was cancelled last minute I think. How sad. It's like this is the third plan we had changed to to meet up with everyone including the guys.

Blast your eyesore away !

2011-10-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

R.I.G.H.T.

2011-10-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

There's too many things or moments that I want them to be repeated once again. I wanna be a greedy person right now. Right person doing the right thing in a right place with a right timing. I don't want the future me to look at the past with full of regrets. I want my life to be colourful. Things may go haywire in the process but the 'after' process will be awesome. Things will only be perfect once in a blue moon. They can't be perfect all the time. Although I detest a few things but they still happened naturally.

Carefree moment

2011-10-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, as we are still growing up, we should look even further as usual and have a broad mind.

Check out my Tumblr yooozxszx ! :D Reblogging a lot this few days ! :) Just click on the word !

Yes, I'm that free to reblog and reblog and reblog and reblog all the pweeettyy tweety photos ! :D cause I'M HAVING MY MID-SEM BREAK ! :D Happy ttm !

The week before this was hectic. Rushing assignment one after another. Did lots of scratching head too. HAHA. Thank god, this holidays was without assignments. But I do wish there's assignments to do. This holidays is kinda boring. It's only the second official holiday but I'm already figuring out what to do and wanted to go back college so badly.

Last weekend was really awesome with the family. Yesterday was good too. Making myself fully-occupied the whole day.

Check out Justin Bieber- Mistletoe ! BLISS TTM ! :D

Birthdays once in a year

2011-10-22T11:05:00.000+08:00

09-10 Celebrated Lynn's birthday in Daorae Korean BBQ Restaurant in Sri Petaling ! (: Surprised her with our presence. She thought it was just 3 person but it turned out to be like around 9 of us. :D

The card for her.

My chances have already gone, I can assure.

2011-10-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

Dozing off real soon. Again-Bruno Mars is currently singing to me. Quick update. Two weeks abandoned here. Was so busy with assignments. Three assignments and the deadlines are so near. It's really asSIGHments. Just finished one event which was YED (Young Entrepreneur's Day) Finally it's over. Great event ! I loved the crowd. Headache should stop haunting me. It's making me tired everyday. In need to do medical check up but I don't wanna freak my parents out. Asking What-If questions is the bomb ! Playing monopoly and won for the very first time. Watching ten video clips in 2 hours is really crazy. With the sound system problem, it's even worst.

I'm full with doubts, questions and confusions.

Hello, Mr. October !

2011-10-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

What a first day of October for me. Falling sick on the first day of October. (Y) Sis dragged me out to Midvalley. I told her I don't want to go but I went for the sake to accompany her. I was practically stoning in Sushi Zanmai. I think the waiter freaked out with the amount of tissue I used and seeing me stoning there and kept asking me whether I want refill for my hot green tea. Poor waiter who had to serve this type of customer. HAHA. Watched Warriors with sis and her friend. Almost fell asleep inside the cinema. The awkward moment when you need to pee so badly and the couple next to you rolled into a ball, hugging each other so closely. Didn't know what to do. After like waiting for 15 minutes, I couldn't tahan and went to toilet. Finally tried GongCha. The outlet in Gardens is so hidden. #funny

Court visit by the blur kids

2011-10-01T21:15:00.001+08:00

26th Sept- Second visit to court and celebrated GoriYau's birthday. Went to court in Shah Alam this time. It was really an experience day. Supposed to meet the guys in Shah Alam's tol at 7.45 am but we were late due to some circumstances. We totally passed by the tol and had to meet the guys at the court place. So, Minh Yau directed us. We were so blur and went to the wrong place. Was at the place for more than 1 hour plus then only we realized that it was not a court. It was just some office block with the same name. -.- So, asked the guard for directions. FINALLY, we found the right place. So swt ! Went into courts and from one level to another level.

The wrong place where we waited for one hour for the guys.

Funnys thing happened too.

#1 Went to a court and Suen opened the wrong door. When she opened the door, we saw the judge and the assistant. Their faces were like O.o ! We were like whoops and quickly closed the door. One court room has three doors. So how do you expect us the non-law-students-but-learning-business-law to know which door is the right one ? We can only trial and error. Embarrassing to the max.

#2 We went into a court room and realized that the case is starting one hour later. So, we decided to go out and listened to other cases first. Trying to open the door but fail. In the end, those lawyers laughed at us and kept asking us to push the door. We could see the door was really trying hard to open for us too.

We saw a murderer's face. It was really scary and he looked a little bit abnormal. Great experience I would say.

After that, planned a while to surprise Minh Yau aka the Gorilla as his birthday was one day earlier. Decided to go Gardens in Sunway to celebrate. Sat Wilfred's car. Two words : No comment. LOL.

The driver

The place where we celebrated his birthday.

Reached the place earlier than others. Me, Shane, Minh Yau and Wilfred were waiting for the rest to come. The girls were there already to buy the cake to surprise him. I was supposed to call them to tell Charles and Tham reached alr but it was the other way round. They came in together and surprised the gorilla. One day after this day, Shi Yee told me that he knows already. I was like what!? I thought it wasn't very obvious. Nothing can hide from this gorilla la.

I even saw my neighbour. D: Apparently, my neighbour knows Mun Kit. I don't even know he's my neighbour till one day Mun Kit checked in to one place and I saw the address. It was so familiar. Same area, same street but just different house number. I was like shocked. The world is so small.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MINHYAU ! :)

Look like family portrait right ?

The cake from Secret Recipe

After the celebration, rushed back to college for BE tutorial. (Y)

All photos are taken by Shane using Panasonic Lumix GF3.

Enjoying

2011-10-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

23rd September-First court visit in PJ. Went to PJ court after Law lecture. It was kinda late to go at that time but still we just want to find the place. Met the guys in A&W and realized that their cars were not parked in A&W. The court was just up there. We couldn't find way how to get there. Minh Yau guided us and I went to sit Soon Lay's car. Finally, we managed to get there. :D Went to court and consulted the lawyers. Quite experiencing too.

After the court visit, had breakfast or brunch with them. Guys went to eat chicken rice but the girls went to eat mamak. Just next to each other. HAHA.

First time ate roti telur with daun pisang ! (Y)

After eating, walked to Catholic High School just to see see. Their school is big but I don't think they can fit their large amount of students.

Then, Shane and Swee Yen went to my house to bake cookie. :D

While waiting for cookies to bake !

Outcome !

Photos are taken by Swee Yen using Sony camera.

In need of patience and inner peace.

2011-09-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

Why must things struck at me all over again. Not things to be exact. Problems, problem, problems. It's BIG BABIES PROBLEMS.

Stop testing my patience and boiling point of my blood.

I'M IN NEED OF INNER PEACE.

Or maybe I should avoid you for a period. The best solution I guess...

Don't push me to that extend. THANKYOUVERYTHEMUCHIE.

You can't miss this moment like this.

2011-09-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

Picnic with Fiona, Anastasia, Michelle, Ee Lynn, Shirley, Yvonne, Felicia and Aileen ! Happy moment. Pot luck to talking to gossips to taking photos to photobooth to lying on the grass to joking to laughing to spamming Mac to spamming iPad to polaroids. (Y) Loving big gangs. :) I hope this moment will repeat once again. :) Photo-grabbing from Fiona.

When innocent kids meet up...

2011-09-11T17:49:00.002+08:00

This was a long ago meet up with my loves. :) 2 months ago during my end of semester break. Met up with them in KLCC. Once we saw each, we couldn't stop talking the whole day. Flashing back this moment, a smile would just automatically carved on your face. I'm really happy to see them. I have no fear in talking to them and just be myself. They are too. We were the innocent kids and we are still one ! :D Chillis for lunch. First class gathering was there too and meet up with threes are still there too. #moments I still remembered we used to say tomatoes (pronouncing it as toh-mats instead of tomatoes) as an opposite of chillis. #anotherhappymoment We sat down and talk for hours. Yathar has to go back so the rest went and watched movie. Larrie Crown was really a bad recommendation of movie to everyone. No suspense at all. I didn't even know it was ending cause I was waiting for the suspense throughout the movie. And off we go after that. :)

We would act like a superman chasing for the cameras.

Stupid poses we could think of.

The perfect innocent four of us. :')

I'm smurfing here and there everyday.

2011-09-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hello. Watched The Smurfs on Friday. And now the song is stuck in my head and smurfing with it. (Y) I was laughing throughout the movie but my two friends sat beside me wasn't laughing as much as I was. #awkward Milo Supreme Mcflurry is super *thumbs up* :D #recommended Purposely bought Happy Meal just to get the Smurf toys. It's way too fattening to eat so much Happy Meal to get the toy. Should really stop getting ourselves to obesity and just buy the toys.

There was one group of guys came to McD and they sat in a row. Their sexybacks were facing us. We played a game. Which sexyback do you like ? 1-9 HAHA. Played for fun, just to pass time. :)

Read the conversation below here. #lmao

My Only September Wish

2011-09-03T21:24:00.001+08:00

Please make this month an awesome and a happy month for me. Note the word 'please' ? I really want the happy side of me be back in this month. August was really my Mr. Bad. I wasn't happy at all. He was abusing me almost everyday. Two days from the month of August was my friends' and mum's birthday. It was fun celebrating with them but on the dimmer side, it was really awful to know so much unhappy and unwanted things. So please make this month a happy one and bring back the happy me once again.

From,

Always-Wanted-To-Be-Happy-Forever Kid

A hug is like a boomerang - you get it back right away.

2011-08-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

31st August ; Meet up with guys and girls at Times Square ! :) It's like OMG, FINALLY WE MET UP. I'm happy that I organized this and it happened. If this outing fail, I will make it happen cause I felt so bad for ffk-ing them for so many times. And now glad that it happened. :') Reached there and met up with Joey. We did our friendship hug ! :D Talked to her while waiting for the rest. Not long after that, Esther and Marc came. Of course, the latecomer prince was Darren. Haha. His reason was miscommunication. We went Kim Gary and have our breakfast + lunch and some gossips. Updates from everyone. Had a good laugh. Then, we detoured to Chatime. And chilling out there. Again, we detoured to Food Court. Took some photos before they leave. Was photobombing Darren's iTouch. :D Again, detoured to Ireland's Potato. Chill a while and went back home around 5 plus. I was a happy kid on that day. :')

Darren & me :)

The couple, Esther & Marc :D

Group photo :DD

Like a cloud, you are soft. Like bamboo, you bend in the wind.

2011-08-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

I promised to myself I shall blog a happy post today. Promise is a promise which I have to fulfill. These two days are well-spent ! Seriously. I'm like having gathering with my own family members. Had lunch with brother ! Had Korean dinner with sister ! Had road trip with ze family to Kuala Selangor and seafood dinner with family ! Yes, it's all about food food food ! :D It seems that I did make some successful dates with my family.

I should make one whole list to meet my friends ! :D Okay, I was too high and just asked two friends for meet up. Hope it goes well and I can meet them up successfully ! *cross fingers* It's harder to meet up with the Interact friends. They are too big gang and most of them are having SPM this year. So better not disturb them. :) In my top list, I wanted to meet up with moomoosheep again before he starts college but it's really hard for me as my transportation is like super limited. I shall try ! :) I'm gonna meet up with the FAMESY + Aileen gang in September. Hope that one will be okay for me ! =/

Since I have sort of made a Who-To-Meet-Up list, I should make Food-Craving list ! Not bad not bad. *starts listing* Sushi ! Japanese crepe! Errr... I'm like not so fancy on food. =/ But top list will be BUFFET ! Ahhhh, sluuuuuurrpppss ! :D Japanese buffet ! Omg. Almost went that day but thanks to my QT lecturer. He ruined our buffet lunch. Booked everything and confirmed our transportation. And that stupid lecturer gave last minute notice and had to cancel our buffet just like that. But ended up, the class was cancelled. He gave us the worst impression of himself already.

I wanted to do Run-Away-From-Everything list. But when I was like running this question in my head thoroughly, there's nowhere I wanna go with all the inconvenience around. Although I just came back from Penang like one week ago (maybe I should blog about my Penang trip briefly but it will be a no photo post. :() , still I wanna go again with my family. Top list : Penang and Gold Coast. Oh loooooook ! I just did a Run-Away-From-Everything list ! HAHAH.

SUDDENLY ! Something came up to my mind and said HELLO ! Hahah, joking. That sounds so creepy I know. :P Now, I wanna do an All-Time-Craving-For-Games list ! :D Top list will be volleyball, swimming (to be exact was playing water slides float) and bowling ! Was finding a right day, right time and right place to play bowling with moomoosheep. But is like so hard and still planning. It's really hard to find friends who play sports. Seriously hard. They may have interest in sports but the spirit they give when playing is just not what I expected it to be.

Oh another one ! :D To-Do list ! I wanna do manicure so badly right now. I did my own manicure but it's too ugly to be seen. And now my left hand is painted. The right hand is naked. I really need to get to the manicure as soon as possible and get the cracked ! :D Teeeheee !

Okay. This is a one long happy post ! :D I DID IT ! MY PROMISE HAS TURNED INTO REALITY ! Hahah ! :D

Today will be a lonely night for me. The moomoosheep is overnighting at his friend's house. :') Maybe I should study to get the time pass faster. :')

Alright, byeeee ! :D

Not a happy August afterall

2011-08-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

August oh August. It's coming to an end in like six days ? Really can't catch up with time. Too many things happened in this month. What I can say is it was a total horrible month for me. That particular day was really a terrible day for me. Crying myself to sleep and awake. 16th August was the cause of it. I'm not a happy kid anymore.

I don't feel like living in this world. I'm falling apart.

ILY

2011-08-11T20:04:00.001+08:00

I'm happy today and yesterday night because I fell asleep when I was chatting with him and woke up with his messages in my phone. I never wanna say goodbye, goodnight or hello to him anymore because he's right in my soul. Morning was good. Woke up with a good news from him. He passed his exam. I'm happy for his results and another reason too. When I saw the message, a smile was put on my face right away. I'm lacking of confidence to accept him. For me, maybe I'm trying to run away from reality and I kept thinking that there's too many things that I got to handle. To me, love is not easy to handle. But in fact, it's just that simple.

"I really can't picture anyone having a crush on me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking."

Got this from my friend's blog, Fiona.

It really explains to me everything including avoiding his questions. I need the courage to start all over again. I know that he's my everything. I feel uneasy if we do not talk, text, tease or picture each other.

Positiveness is what I need.

2011-08-11T19:50:00.001+08:00

This is my second week of college semester 2. It's kinda sad to know that some had better offers in their studies and they had to leave just like that. I wish I could do a farewell for all of them. But you know I can't do much with so much things to worry about right now. I will miss you guys, KP, KV and MY. They are the officially ones that I'm not seeing them almost every day. Everything is looking so stable from the physical look but it's actually like on the edge of a cliff, could be falling out in anytime. It's like a bomb without the switch, time ticking and making everyone nerve-wrecking. Nothing is going easy and well nowadays. I seriously wish that I'm 3 years old right now, not 18 years old. I don't want to solve any life related problems. As we grow up, more problems arise. I know that we cannot stay just like this. We gotta move forward. I believe I can do it. (:

I'm currently having flu and cough. It's not recovering. It's like getting worst when my 4 hours medicine has finished reacting. :(

Breaking a pyrex pot to lips got cut by file to got sick to file fell outside the lift door to file fell into the toilet bowl to got cut on my feet and finger.

Almost-give-up moment

2011-07-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

It's been one whole day already. No texts. No msn. No facebook chat. No hello. No, nothing at all from you. What happened? This is not you. You were out since morning and till now, night! This is so not you. :( Just this day, you just made me realized that I really needed you ! Everything is so different without you. I've been looking at the phone the whole day. I dare not even silent it because I hope I could message you right away when I received it. But sadly, no. Not even a text! :( I was so worried that I made the first step; to text you, hoping that you're okay. And it seems that you're really having lots of fun out there. Just when I wanted to tell myself let this wait worth it, you came and fb chat me. Relieved.

We're smiling but we're close to tears.

2011-07-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

Waking up at 8.30 to catch up my repeated drama. Slept back and woke up. Lovely messages awaiting for you is the best. Eyes are teary-red.Music is blasting in my ear. The Script- For the first time is playing on repeat in iTunes. Hiding under the cover. Hugging a pillow throughout the day. Refreshing Twitter every minute. Chasing up some dramas going on. This is what I've been doing today. It would be even nicer if I could pamper myself with nail polishing, laughing with my girlfriends, gossiping or chatting with ze boyfriend. Oh well, I'm dreaming as usual.

Holidays is coming to an end. One weekday and one weekend for me, that's all. Body clock is upside down right now. Excited for college but in other words, it meant something bad is gonna happen. Mamak as late dinner + supper with just the siblings only is awesome. Running around KL and bumping into three friends in one day is even awesome !

You remind me a lot of things.

2011-07-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

Here I am again ! :D Showing you lots and lots of videos. Chinese songs stay in me longer than English songs. :D Currently 3 families of relatives are flooding my house. It's been long since CNY that my house is so noisy. (:

Would you just tell me they are for me?

2011-07-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone ! Currently using iPad to blog this post since I'm bored as someone didn't allow me to sleep yet and there's some interesting war going on right now. I don't have a purpose of typing this post. It's just for fun and to kill boredom ! Oh btw, using phone to chat with my online friends. Just look how hardworking I am to keep in touch with people. (kononnya laa ) Hahaha !

Oh yeah ! I have two nice videos to show you all. I know I'm posting a lot of videos lately. There are few reasons that I'm doing it. I wanna show you people (don't think I still have readers still reading this useless blog) and in ten years time or five years (maybe) I will be reading back all my useless and some effortless posts ! Teeheeheee!

Okay, back to the topic. I'm going to show you one cover song by a Singaporean social network person and actor ! He's really good in acting. I thought he could only act and couldn't sing. But thanks to his Vlog, he managed to change my perceptions towards him ! So who is it ? Let's check it out. His name is Nat Ho! Listen to this So sick - Neyo covered by him and his buddy, Ben Eio (cool surname righttttttt). Hope you enjoy it ! :) oh btw, I'm not paid to promote him or whatsoever. It's really nice and I wanna introduce you people his social networking sites and etc. :)

And here's another one video! It's the original music video but the concept of the video is really nce. During semester 1, I had video assignment and competition. I wanted to thiskind of videos but it's just too much effort to do it and we don't really have the ability to accomplish this video assignment. So sad right. Anyhow we just vomited out our limited edition video. Haha !

That's all! Nights!

Think of me in the depths of your despair.

2011-07-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

For the very first time, I love Linkin Park. They left an assumption in my head that they always sing some noisy and rocky song. But this song changed my mind. I preferred more of this and Maddi Jane's cover than Adele original song. Loving the keyboard sound. It's playing over and over and over and over again. On repeat mode. (:

Another video to show you all. This is so funny and I'm watching it over and over again. I'm still curious how did that squirrel managed to survive. HAHA.

Hating Facebook Chat currently. It's hating me too, I guess. It says there's 103 online but I could only view 13 friends only. :( #sadttm

P/s : Getting more hardworking to update this blog ? HAHA

Sunway Lagoon

2011-07-19T23:40:00.001+08:00

Helloooooo ! Went Sunway Lagoon with college mates. :) We went in quite early. Queued up before the entrance opened ! :D Efficient much ? But I'm quite happy and satisfied that we went in quite early. Which is like the first 10 early birds over there. We managed to try everything. The first thing when we reached there was settling our bags.

Get changed and rushed to the water slides. I loved the water slides. It looks scary when you see the photos from those tourist map guides. But it's not scary after all. I had fun screaming ! Of course, enjoying the water splash too ! :D Mushroom waterfall was quite nice too. Make ourselves wet and dipped in the water.

Went to Pirate Ship. Zomg ! It was so scary ! It made you turned upside down. I was closing my eyes and kept screaming "I don't want to play liao." It was such a disgrace playing that. Initially was just the four of us sitting there. Then more came. 2 overseas Asians and Angmohs. We, Malaysians were shouting like mad whereas they were like laughing at us, staring at us and didn't shout at all. They could even have some conversations. I shouted the most and kept asking it to stop. So it's kinda embarrassing and disgraceful.

They went some Bowl Spinning and The Clock which turns 360 degrees. I didn't tried this two because I'm afraid I might faint there. And obviously, all of them looked like they had 360 degrees headache. Their faces were so pale ! The Clock was the bomb. They sat 3 times. :S

We tried the rest of the water park games. It was like so so only. Not much challenges.

Rented a double float and went to the beach to play. FUN FUN FUN. And we saw one couple kissing and hugging under the float. We were like avoiding that couple. HAHA.

Went through some water tunnel with the float too ! Sadly we didn't take photos of it. Camera is quite a distraction for us. Get a waterproof camera! They do have photographers in every games stop but it's kinda expensive when you wanna purchase the photos at the end of the day.

Left around 5 something and ate our breakfast + lunch + dinner ! HAHA. We didn't ate the whole day. Barely could walked around. Legs were aching so badly. The next day was even worst ! I need to bend my legs to walk down the staircase. #sadttm

Firecracker to the moon.

2011-07-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

Hello. Saturday was such a bored day. Done with beauty sleep to getting ready for breakfast to washing machine break down to mopping the floor to breakfast to watching tv to disturbed by sister's friend to trying to take a nap to got disturbed again by sister's friend to picking my hippo's nose to playing teddy bears to watching tv to get updates about the rally to twitter to talking to my sunshines to 3am sleep. As time is passing by, the night gets older and more interesting.

I gotta just specifically say this only. Cause I was excited to have it. (: I WENT SUPPER ! DimSum supper ! NOMNOMNOMNOM. It's been long since I had supper with my parents. <3 !

You said good morning when it's midnight.

2011-07-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF! Excited to end this week but never want to start a new week. I love weekends at this moment. When I get back to college, I will say I love weekdays ! :D But this week is not a good weekend. Thanks to those lifeless people.I rather not say much about it and be the innocent cutie pie girl. I swear I can do better than this. No more fooling for me.

2011-07-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

July is here. Semester break which I always have been craving for is here. Holiday plans & trips are never an easy job for us. What's even worst and sad ? Plans are there but two people are just avoiding to meet each other. Meeting up with high school mates is even harder. This is after-high-school life. High expectations lead you to a bigger disappointment.

Invaders. Intruders. You Name It.

2011-07-01T12:29:00.000+08:00

Someone came to my house and almost wanted to kidnap my brother's turtles ! LOL. Below are the evidences. Joking. They just wanna check out the turtles ! They damn brave okay. I don't even dare to touch the turtle and they just took it with their bared hands. This was after college. We wore the same shirt because we had presentation. IT WAS THE BOMBZSXZ!

Deron One Year Old Party

2011-06-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

23rd April 2011. Went to my tuition teacher's son birthday party. That kid is really damn cute. Eat and eat. Meet up with old friends and talked talked and laughed laughed. I kinda disappointed to go to this party. But anyway, I'm glad I went and see my teacher as I didn't go back during CNY. That night was a long night. :') Too many things happened. After that, we went to Snowflake. Wee Cherng drove and I was a little bit worried. LOL. Not worried, just a little bit scared. Had snowflake and talked talked. Then he sent me home.

The birthday cake ! I think the cake was swimming pool cause it was a pool side party ! (:

The daddy and the son !

Friends who really shine your life.

Lala pose !

With ze teacher ! He's really great !

One close up !

The loudest gang

A decent photo ! :D

Photos are taken by Derrick Teoh and Kirsten Cheong and Su May.

Better be late than never

2011-06-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

Music never sleeps ! Totally agree ! :) I need them all the time especially when I'm down and tense. :)

Cousins came down last three weeks. They did not stay in my house as it was really really upside down with all the dust flying here and there. And didn't really spent time with them. Just caught up with them a movie. Kungfu Panda 2 in Signature Gardens. Oh damn aweeesooome ! So wide space and I totally enjoyed myself watching the movie ! :D We reached there quite late cause bro needs to get ready ! MYGOD. He's real slow. And reached there about 8.45pm. Then went and eat Ninja Joe. And went into cinema late !

Recommended ! :)

Goodbye my dearest friends !

2011-06-25T22:43:00.008+08:00

Exams are finally over ! Last paper was the awesome ! Had the paper with a swimming pool view, water rushing sound and in the gym. Perfect ! Totally boost out everything that is on my mind ! :D And it's freezing cold cause I forgot to bring my jacket ! :( People around me especially guys were shaking their legs and it's like I followed to their beat too, shaking my head ! Influenceee !

Oh yeah ! Here comes my one month holiday ! :) At last ! But it's really sad to not seeing my college mates for one month ! :( Before I was having exams, it's pretty sad I gotta tell my friends that " wait till after next week" as they plan those trips and etc. Now, I don't have to say that already ! ;) Hope the trip is on then ! :)

One shot ! It's really hard to get all of them together especially the guys. So had to combine ! :(

There's one photo where all of us are together but not sure it's with who ! :(

Many things have gone through in my mind these few weeks. I really really do miss my previous life with my high school friends around. I think I have been repeating this a lot ! :'( Pretty sad to know that everyone is leaving KL to further their studies. Sigh.

I'm glad that I knew about it accidentally. If I continue not knowing about it, I would do a lot of mistakes in future which might lead to awkwardness and not even friends we can be. Knowing you for these six months really fun. But it's time to let the feelings go. Just be friends with you and a distance with you will do right now. :')

Music Never Sleeps

2011-06-20T13:13:00.001+08:00

All time favourite ! :D

Exam has started and I'm a little tensed up. 2 hours is just like a 100m run on the running track ! (: I will survive ! Nyahaha, I'm actually surviving now. (: OhLittlePingu.Music music music. That's what I need ! (: Lovely lovely lovely.

imy

You are all I need right now.

2011-06-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

Study leave last week ! Study leave isn't my holiday ! I was trying to discipline myself. It's really hard to discipline myself when the house is doing painting here and there with the foreign workers around.

Not bad jailing at home studying, ignoring almost every invitation. (Y) Hopes it goes on for this week !

It's really heart breaking when people are trying to plan holidays and all I could say was "wait until after next week". :( I really need to jump around here and there. But at this moment, I need the seriousness to focus ! :)

You caught me !

2011-06-13T20:52:00.003+08:00

Brush every rainbow, painting the sky. Look at the magic, glad through your life. –Tinkerbell Movie

Observation Day

2011-06-06T09:33:00.001+08:00

Currently in computer lab just to pass time. Waiting for 9.40 am to come so I could walk to the photostate machine and class. A group of students took over one table of computers and it's really noisy. I'm sitting quite far away and I could listen to their group conversations. People are constantly looking at them. There's another girl rushing her assignment, retyping her essay over again. Her fingers are knocking the keys on the keyboard. It's real loud. Mum gave me 'zhong' to eat in the early morning and right now my tummy hurts. Today is sister's chinese birthday. Mum told me and I said yeah I know, whenever there's 'zhong', it's her chinese birthday. I think I just crashed one of the computer lab's monitor. I'm so ftw ! Thank god I saved my documents when the monitor was making some noises and right after I saved my document, it crashed ! I feel bad when I saw people walking towards the computer and then walked away. Okay, another one is walking towards it and just walked away. It feels weird when the room suddenly got quiet a while. A while, yeah.

P/S : I'm this bored to observe the room's condition. :(

Just another bad day

2011-06-04T09:16:00.002+08:00

Three more days to meet up with Singapore cousins. Two more weeks to disaster. One day to a new week.

It's really sad to find that Google Chrome is so annoying for not detecting my Facebook Chat. And it's more saddening to find that this computer doesn't have Mozilla Firefox. It's even more heartbreaking to find that I have to use Internet Explorer to access to Facebook with the slow-moving-grandpa loading.

Brother got 2 free Premium Class movie tickets at Signature Gardens. So we went yesterday to watch Kungfu Panda. Was so excited to buy the Kungfu Panda set. Then it turned out so disappointed. No more seats are available. Damn sad man.

Bro's birthday has passed. And I wanted to get turtle for him. Went to Sunway to check out the turtles' price as he bought it from there. It was initially RM7. When I asked the workers, she said RM 2 000 plus. I was like WHAT !? 2K for the license. -.- Ended up didn't buy for him.

Almost There

2011-05-29T15:55:00.000+08:00

The above photo really looks the same as my place here. A laptop, a drink, Cleo Magazine, headphone, phone.

Assignments again. Pretty lifeless. But I think chatting with someone with their offlines and onlines alternately is pretty much lifeless too. I don't wanna end this semester. Most of my collegemates are leaving this course the next semester. I was so sad for one day and I'm still so sad right now. It's like I just got closed with them and now they are telling me they are changing course. I will miss this bunch of mates. I have only two weeks to spend with them. :( #emotothemax

Seeing twenty jeeps on the road is so nice. I was like a little kid, stucking out my head out of the window trying to see the driver's face.

I need a break from everything. I wanna run away to a peaceful place, perhaps to an island. Chirping birds, blue sky,crystal clear water, soft sand.

Education Effect

2011-05-23T17:31:00.002+08:00

This song is stuck in my head for so many days. My daily medicine. Awesome dance ! :D

Had to skip the picnic event ! ): Just because I'm having finals. Ah, I miss my schoolmates!

Everyone is going Malacca and leaving me alone in KL, facing finals all by myself. Super best friend la. ):
Kinda sad to know that most of them are going to other states for studies.

Marketing presentation postponed ! Me no likey. Just made me nervous for one hour for nothing. -.-

Irrelevant

2011-05-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking something that is irrelevant and I had myself to confirm that is not going to happen. But I'm pushing myself into a hole where I know that it won't happen to me. But that is like my motivation to do everything, my dreams to achieve. Just let me fall in deep. I don't mind.

Happy Trio Me !

2011-05-19T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm back ! Internet was down for about one week. Had a hard time trying to get my assignments done. But I'm a superhero ! HAHA, jokes. I seriously love assignments to the max. HAHA. I'm serious. Fun fun fun ! I don't know why too.

Today, lunch was so awesome. Listening to some jokes and was just playing around. With all the clappings and woahs made those people in the cafe stared at me cause all of my friends were staring at me. Used the magazine to cover my face. Embarrass to the max !

Listening to songs, get the head spin, rain drops.

My friends disturbed me by calling my name so many times for almost 2 hours. And I literally died hearing my name and turning my head ! -.-

I need to get into a freezer yo !

2011-05-08T18:04:00.001+08:00

Hello. It's May already. April is definitely my busiest month ever. Rushing assignments for weeks. We just got to rush our assignments because we're in college from 8am to 4 pm averagely. 24 hours for me is definitely not enough for me. This is the fourth month I'm in college and yet I still act like I'm a 9 years old kid. Seriously. My college friends are waiting for the moment that I will grow up even more mature. Sometimes, I wondered. If I'm in working world already and I still act like a 9 years old kid, what would happen. My boss is gonna go crazy, maybe. Hmm.. Okay, back to the point. Everyone just needs that panic button. The button which will alarm at the eleventh hour and your life is like messed up by some tornado or some disaster. Geddit Geddit ?

Ignore all those photos in Facebook. Teehee! That is one of the way to release our stress and cure the panic ! :P Been staying in college till very late night and went back during weekends for two weeks already. Of course, all those nagging and their "panic" all came. My parents are not so worried because I'm with one big gang of crazy people. My other friends was so shocked to find me in college at that late night. Video assignment is so awesome. I missed the behind-the-scenes for my group's video assignment. With the newest technology we had, we modified those scenes and laughed like some mad women. I really learned a lot by just making the video. From finding suitable video camera to finding the most interesting topic to thinking the ideas for our video outline to finding actors and actresses to cutting songs and videos to compiling all the scenes. Focusing was what we need for that few weeks but with all those jokes (caused by stress) cracked in between was so funny.

I didn't went to college for just one day (the day I went for driving test) and so many things happened. Friends refused to tell me at that moment. Till that day, I only know about it. WOAH. I dare not miss college anymore. LOL ! I'm the most banana person in my class. And my friend told me that she feels like she's in China or she's a China woman when she is talking to me. HAHA. Too bad. I'm not chinese-fied yet okay. I'm still an Angmoh. -.- So ask your "close" ones to shut up.

Happy Mummy's Day ! (: What a weather for all the mummies ! Scorching sun. What is this man. Even aircond can't save me. I need a freezer !

Relaxed weekend

2011-04-26T19:05:00.001+08:00

Hello. I'm back yo ! HAHA. Eeva is in the house ! (: Lack of updates, yes I know. Last week is so awesome. Came to college the whole week including weekends. Too many group assignments to discuss. I'm loving college life. Everyday laugh like mad kids. One day without laughing can die. Besides discussing assignments, of course we played around. Snowflake, Honeymoon, Sunway, Zhia's Kitchen, Wong Kok, Snogurt. Library,lakeside and SLC are our favorite spots. Feeding fishes and looking people feed them is super relaxing. I loved to do it. Was fooling around there and my jeans got stuck by a bubblegum. My mood all went down already. But still, fooled around. AHAH. The best way to get rid of the bubblegum from your jeans is put ice on it to freeze it. Super true. My friend told me this solution and Google also gave me this solution. (Y) College was having some orchestra that night. I was enjoying the music they played during their practice. Super relax. Went to the lakeside and looking at the fishes swimming and relaxing, listening to the water sound. Awesome !

Even angels have their wicked schemes.

2011-04-15T08:51:00.000+08:00

Hello ! It's been a long time since I updated here. Heee ! I'm back ! Everything was so rushing. Everyday we are having meeting and discussions. Assignments are really fun to do but the process is super hectic. I could feel the relieved every time I finished one assignment. So sorry to the people who kept asking me to go out but I kept saying I got assignment to finish up. So sorry ! I really had to rush my assignments every time without fail ! So sorry ! :(

Last Thursday, rushed my assignment till 11pm. I was in college, finishing it up. It was such a stressful day because I don't have the Microsoft Word 2010 to do my assignment. Only that particular assignment need that particular programme. But I wasn't alone. Thank god I got my college friends to stay up with me to this late.

Oh, today is Friday ! I'm not listening Rebecca Black-Friday. It's frigging bad ! I think my classmate sings nicer than her. I don't wanna listen but there was a moment in Twitter everyone was talking about Rebecca Black. So decided to listen to it yesterday night. And it was frigging horrible.

Wednesday, I didn't went to college ! Was sick and had to go for driving test. A terrible day. Tuesday night, went to sleep super early. Parents came back and one by one kept coming into my room and asked me this and that in the middle of my sleep. -.- ! And had to drink some concentrated vitamin C in the middle of the night. (Y) But it was worth it anyway. I passed my driving test. The JPJs were so scary. The JPJ who tested me on road test was like mafia. Wearing sunglasses eventhough the sun wasn't there. The silence in the car was super awkward.

Alright gotta go ready already ! (:

Once In A While

2011-04-03T15:09:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Meet my classmates. A reward for us after rushing our assignment. Was fooling with my friend's laptop. It was such a syok-sendiri moment. Everyone passed by the MM room looked at us with some strange face. HAHA. Who cares ?

Awesome right ? My usuals lunch mates & classmates ! :D

I wish people would listen as much as they talk.

2011-04-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

One burden is done bugging me ! OHMYGOD. I could feel the relief in the air. Yesterday night was such a rough night for me. I was so tensed up about my assignments and could not think at all. My 4 hours of sleep was worth it after all. Got it done by yesterday night. Pheeeeww ! Thank god, there's one assignment postponed ! HAPPYKIDFORONEDAY. Today, played around in college before going back home. Reached home and straight away slept till 6 pm. Awesome right. And here I am, feeling sleepy and tired.

It's so funny when people say something like ..... ask me why. One of my lecturer said something and then she said ask me why. So, I asked her why. She gave me back a smile.I was laughing like mad with my friends. It's like talking to yourself. HAHA.

On Tuesday, we were laughing like mad in the SLC for whole 20 minutes. My friend was telling us her funny childhood stories and in between, one of us cracked some jokes and there we go, laughed for 20 minutes. Everyone in SLC was looking at us and our classmates were there, looking at us while playing pool. (Y)

Friends-People who do silly things with you together.

2011-03-25T15:46:00.002+08:00

Paddington House Of Pancakes

2011-03-24T15:40:00.001+08:00

Paddington House Of Pancakes ! I was so excited to eat there cause I thought they have a big big bear of Paddington there. The should decorate their restaurant with paddington bear layout and etc. It was kinda reasonable. Super cheap ! I shared with another two friends of mine. All of it costs us about RM 30. Fondueeee ! :D Sluuuuurps!

When will the Charlie Brown Cafe be opened in Malaysia ! I really feel like flying to Singapore right now to dine into that cafe. OMG, someone kidnap me to Singapore please. (:

Assumptions are just like hypothesis.

2011-03-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

Hello ! I went out for a drink that day at Asia Cafe. Lots of people. Didn't had dinner that night. Wanted to eat with friends but looking at the amount of people just scares me off. So only had drink.

I was really quiet that day, I don't know why too. Friends kept asking me why am I so quiet. I answered them, saying if not you want me to jump around here like monkey. And they said yeah, better. Super sweat right. And I started to think alot that night. Thinking that am I that quiet till everyone asked me. I thought all the while I am like this. I asked a few friends of mine about this. They said I'm just shy. When I'm not with those really really really close friends, then I will be silent. When I'm with those really really really close friends, they have seen me in my most jakun-est moment, noisy like mad till they asked me what's wrong with me.

Don't worry, I'm fine. :)

Human's Dissatisfaction

2011-03-19T18:07:00.001+08:00

Hello. Been really busy this week. Had to skip driving just to have a good rest. Glad to end this week. :)

Went to Look Out Point with my friends on Tuesday night. It was really beautiful. Did not take any photos. So, gotta go another round to take photos. The lights were so pretty like shining star. The longer we sat there, I felt the cold coming.

Had to missed lecture and Rick's birthday celebration cause I was sick. I'm :D and :( at the same time. :D because it's my first sick for this year. :( because I missed all the fun in Rick's birthday.

Went to mum's office just to sharpen my pencils and use the scissors to cut my article. Speechless, I know right. Walked around at Central Market. It's been a long time since I went there. It reminds me of me and my schoolmates running there cause we were late for class. Ate ais kacang. (Y)

Mid semester break isn't a break for me. Totally conquered by assignments. Sigh.

You know a guy is into you when...

2011-03-13T14:18:00.002+08:00

he sincerely looks at you,

whisper words that will make you smile,

be with you,

does silly things with you,

holds your hand,

opens the door for you,

drives you around,

waits for you and does not complain,

shares clothes with you,

plays with you,

carries you,

will dance under the rain with you,

protects you,

accepts your flaws and sees every beauty in you,

appreciates you,

understands you,

respects you,

supports you,

and accepts YOU, no matter what.

Credits: Tumblr

Stressed to Desserts

2011-03-12T13:41:00.002+08:00

Had Malaysian Studies test. Friend dropped her phone into the toilet bowl. Had a good laugh about it in my mind. Talked and talked from seconds to minutes to hours. Squeezed at the back seat with another three friends. Spent two hours, laughing and circling around one area. Detoured to another place. Went to every level's toilet cause it was so full. I'm Number 4 movie is superb. Managed to scare me with those sudden actions. Did some little screams in the cinema. Hid under the jacket a few times. A man was snoring at the beginning of the movie. Two guys were laughing at him. Acted as the Number 4 after that. Acting like a kid, going in to Toys R Us. Playing with an angmoh litle girl. Super cute.

Praying For The World

2011-03-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hello. Another post of March ! :D Been very busy this few weeks but still I need to access to Internet everyday. :P Once I opened Google Chrome, the Google told me about the Tsunami. I'm super worried and acted damn jakun. I told and annoyed my friend at the same time. HAHAHA. Below is the conversation.

So yeah. Got scolded noob for so many times. -.- I got a video about it to show you people.

Beautiful March

2011-03-08T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hello ! It's March ! I need to start marching now instead of "valentine-ing" about February !

My college mates are influencing and making me listen to Jay Chou's and Wang Lee Hom's songs. We really have something in common. They even went to their concert ! Lucky kids ! Wong Kok Restaurant made me emo last Friday. They were playing Jay Chou's songs. And I got emo cause of the lyrics. :P

I wanted to blog on 1st of March but too bad I'm sucha busy bee ! D:

Anthony Neely is coming ! American Chinese is awesome ! Targeting American Chinese guy in my dreams -.-

I didn't know there was a rabbit abuser till my friend told me about it two days ago. I was like whaaaat & hooow. According to my friend, the abuser sat on the rabbit and moved his/her body left and right. Shizzz you people man. Dog abuser was the second one. And now cat abuser. What is wrong with you people ? Nothing better to do ? Please have some humanity in yourself. I watched the video about the dog and cat. I think the worst was the cat. :S Couldn't watch it without pausing. I had to pause million & zillion times. :S

Chances are there, waiting for you to grab it.

2011-02-27T10:57:00.022+08:00

Hello ! I got a cool video to show to all of you people. It's the N.Emation. It's super cool. Sooner or later, I need to do a video like this as my assignment. I got this video from Leongraphy. And if you wanna know more about this event in Singapore, just go to http://nemation.sg. :)

I just chose some photos from my albums and I edited it to polaroid form. Now, all I want to do is print it out and decorate it with captions. Ah, lovely.

My earphone spoiled ! One side can hear, the other side can't. Damn retarded. I need to get a new one.

I'm getting clumsy ! I can dropped my phone twice a day. That day was super heart broken. It fell on a tar road and yeah, there's some part that got scrapped off.

If everything includes photography, I will be the happiest kid ever !

Now I'm in his shoes.

2011-02-17T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hello ! Tomorrow is Friday. ): After Friday is Saturday. After Saturday is Sunday. After Sunday is Monday.
I hate Mondays. Pathetic Mondays. CNY is pathetic. Pretty dull this year. Nothing much though.

I need to...

Quit slacking !
Date books !
Have sufficient sleep please !

Geek Valentino ?

2011-02-14T17:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :)

There was this girl who got a big big teddy bear from his boyfriend. Ah, super big that it looks like a real human size. She was bringing the teddy bear everywhere and the teddy bear even got a seat for itself. Awesome weyh. It was so funny that the lecturer asked, "Is there a new student here ?" HAHA ! She got all the attention as the teddy bear was there. When she was walking down the stairs, she had to lift the bear up so she could see where's she stepping. I laughed when I saw her carrying the bear cause the way she held it is like carrying a baby.

I was stuck in college library before my class starts. Was wishing I could see my geek valentino over there. But so sad, geek valentino wasn't there. I saw a group of people promoting their sales for Valentine's. I ran off as one of the group was like aiming for me. Phew ! I'm fast ! :D

Once again, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :)

And Happy Birthday to Marcy Marc Marc !

Love is all around

2011-02-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

February ; the month of love. Spread your love to your love ones and spend time with them, doesn't need to be your boyfriends or girlfriends. ;)

As usual, on Valentines, I'm dateless. College has conquered the whole day.

Bro : When is Valentine's Day ?
Me : *looking at him*
Bro : Tomorrow ah ?
Me : *Looking at him* 14 Feb la
Bro: *Looks back at me*
Me : Monday.
Bro: Then why her friend make ice cream so fast for the boyfriend ?
Me : Also have to try first then only give it to the boyfriend right.
Bro : *Speechless*
Me : Pity your girlfriend next time.

Snow has took over our territory ?

2011-01-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hello,world. Yesterday and today was raining almost the whole day. It's getting cold. Will Malaysia be snowing tomorrow ? Then, it'll be cool. Got to play with snow ~~in my dreams~~ ! The car even went to C (cold). Normally it will be in the middle of H and C but yesterday it was right at the bottom at C ! Woah. The car needs a jacket.

Baking cookies for CNY is super awesome ! I had all my fun doing it all by myself. Awesome ttm ! Been baking cornflakes cookies for more than 3 times. Pineapple tart was awesome too. I didn't do it all by myself but helped my mum to do it. :D

Chatting with just one person for hours and hours is just a dream. (L)

Oh no, I'm sneezing lately.

Issue which I never like it.

2011-01-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

I didn't really officially tell people that I started college. I planned not to tell. People trying to condemn your studies and other problems arose too. For me, it's the most stupidest crappiest topic to talk about. I hate seeing people asking everyone about it. Oh come on ! It's already end of January. So quit the topic.

I'm here to say that I study Foudation in Business in Taylor's Lakeside Campus. You want to know the price, go check it out. You want to know what subjects are there in this course, go check it out also. You want to know how long it takes, go check it out. Don't ask me what am I gonna do in Business. Please, it's just only a foundation. I still have one more year to think which route I want to go for my degree.

*End of my course introduction* *ROLLS MILLIONS AND ZILLIONS OF EYES*

Watch this ! :D Park Jung Min is so handsome ! I love the opening act. Ballet and gym and violin. Perfect !

Judging a person by their appearance is never a good decision. Observing them is better than judging.

Alright. Imma gonna hit to somewhere else. Main point of blogging this is just about my course. *rolls eyes*

Phantom much ?

2011-01-27T13:15:00.000+08:00

Hello ! :D I'm back ! Super busy this week and last week. Just a little update here. :)

Will be taking my Undang soon at 2 later. Finally yeah. I'm phobia of my instructor. He talks non-stop. He could talk about everything.

Okay, I gotta go and read up some first. :) Bye ! :D Maybe will be blogging later or tomorrow. :)